I started this blog because I was so sick of myself dreaming about what I wanted instead of living it! I knew from past experiences that I, (and you) can turn my dreams into reality. I have spent years spinning my wheels and staying in the safe lane. Fuck that! It’s time. It’s time for all of us who are sick and tired of getting in our own way to push that saboteur out of the way and take the scary steps forward! I’ve never been one to just think about myself and my own success. I’ve been in situations where I’ve been the only one amongst my friends who had money for instance and it wasn’t fun. Of course I shared and shouted them, but, to me, the excitement and enjoyment comes when others are able to truly love their lives too.
I’m lucky because for the most part, I love the life I have created for myself. I have actively created this life where I am not a slave to a 9-5 job or to paying a mortgage or living outside of my means. I consciously created this and it was from being down at rock bottom for far too long. I mentioned that for the most part I love my life, the part that I don’t is where I get in my own way, where my thoughts and fears hold me back from snorting the hell out of the day in front of me as if it were a line of cocaine! (Not that I snort coke mum, it just seemed like a good analogy to use! ) 😂.
I wrote a bit of an update about my book yesterday. I sent it all off to my editor friend. This is it for me. No more hiding. She’s the real deal. She’s a professional. I’m paying her to edit it. She’s not going to sugar coat shit for me which I’m excited about. I’m excited because I have never given up on that bloody book. I had a vision of myself having written it back in 1997! 1997!! And ever since, I haven’t been able to forget that vision. There were some times along the way where I got side tracked, but the Universe never let me settle in the other lives that I tried to create. I had to stay true to realising this vision.
I’m nervous and I’m scared, but I feel something new has entered my consciousness or subconscious over night. It’s as though I got a download of energy from the stars or something. I feel unstoppable. It’s awesome and, I want to take whoever wants to come along for the ride with me. I want you to realise your dreams too. It’s totally for selfish reasons of course because I know that when you’re truly happy with the life that you are living, with who your are, there’s no room for hate, for jealousy, envy, greed or racism. Your heart will operate from a place of love and you’ll only want that for yourself and everyone else around you.
Miracles happen. Things can change. You can change. Life can change. Together, if we are patient and loving and kind, and, we stop and listen and lend a hand or an ear when we can, this world will be better than we’ve ever experienced before. Don’t ever think that your voice or your stance, if you are being open hearted and not defensive, won’t create change, even if it’s one person at a time. Of course, we have to start with ourselves first.
Over the last 6 days I’ve found that my weight is dropping nice and slowly, but, it’s dropping, even if it’s by 100 grams. Before that, I found myself sitting on one spot for almost a week and then I’d creep back up. I think it’s because I’ve now got a good routine for myself that it’s become a lot simpler and like second nature. And, I’m so glad that I decided to become pescatarian. I really think that has had a lot to do with my weight loss and my energy. I’m serious about wanting to become a vegan, so, I am going to publicly declare it today. By the time I finish the 365 days that I set as a goal to achieve the other stuff, I will also become a vegan.
Ok, that’s me for now, but, before I go, what’s one thing that you can do today to get you closer to making your dreams a reality? And, if you don’t know what it is you truly want, why don’t you take some time out for yourself and write a list of what you want to do in your life, what you’ve been putting off doing and start there. I’ll see you tomorrow. 💜
365 Days to Achieving My Success